Midnight Ramblings

Airplanes

01/09/2012 17:04:00

I could really use a wish right now....

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now

Wish right now

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now

Wish right now

Yeah, I could use a dream or a genie or a wish

To go back to a place much simpler than this

'Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'

And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion

And all the pandemonium and all the madness

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

And when you starin' at that phone in your lap

And you hopin' but them people never call you back

Ya, ya, somebody take me back to the days

Befo' this was a job, befo' I got paid

Befo' it ever mattered what I had in my bank

Ya, back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway

And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it

But nowadays we rappin' to stay relevant

Midnight Souls Secrets

12/05/2011 17:24:00

My Secret Theme Song Seth posed as my model in The Tower

Well it was just a dream

just a moment ago

I was up so high,

lookin down at the sky

don’t let me fall

I was shooting for stars, on a Saturday night

they say what goes up, must come down

but don’t let me fall

don’t let me fall

they say what goes up, must come down

but don’t let me fall

don’t let me fall...

B.O.B

It is a little weakness of mine, picking a song that matches my mood of the moment, and then listening to it hundreds of times, over and over.

I discovered this little B.O.B song during the infamous Inquisition and Immolation of a Christian Witch who innocently made a mistake of revealing my Ally in Creation, Seth, at AeclecticTarot.net. A flame war broke out, and I still have nightmares, and cannot seem to ever ever heal. It is like I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

Someday. when I can bear to have it all read and discussed, I will post the archived threads. I forced them to delete the threads, but kept a backup of it all, safely stored on Amazon.com's servers.

The People who took it upon themselves to destroy me also destroyed any chance of my deck being published by Lo Scarabeo. Up until the witch trials, I did have a firm offer from them, but have not heard from them since.

Here on the net, in chat forums, It is so easy to hurt others without realizing the consequences of your words, and the lasting hell of torment you bring to their lives. After all, since they cannot see me cry, I am not real.

Things I never want to do: Blog

12/03/2011 23:19:00

At the very top of my "things I never want to do list": Blog
Blogs... I swore I would never share my thoughts on any matter with a stranger...
Whoever invented Blogs should be drug out behind a barn and shot.